I'm getting older. Some would just say old. I don't feel that way, but, it's just a fact. When I was younger I thought of myself as a romantic. I wrote songs about love, talked about the beauty of sunsets and oceans, and offered my heart up to be squashed on a regular basis. And it was. Most of the time the squasher didn't even know she had squashed anything cause I was too shy to let her know I was seriously interested.
I assumed that there would come a time when the old heart would toughen up a bit. That the chances of it breaking would be greatly reduced as I became older and wiser, more experienced in the ways of the world and therefore able to remain in control, especially of my own emotions. I thought that passions were for the young.
But I still write songs about love. I proclaim the beauty of sunsets and oceans more than ever. And while still a tad uncertain of myself, I have actually exposed my heart a little more openly. Let me tell you, it still breaks. I guess some things never get old.
You remember what old Marty Balin sang, don't you? Hearts can be that way.
ReplyDeleteWhat Marty Balin sang . . .
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Is everything alright?
I just called to say
How lost I feel
Without you
Miles away
I really can't believe I'm here
And how I still care about you.
Hearts can break and never mend together
Love can fade away
Hearts can cry
When love won't stay forever
Hearts can be that way.
Is everything the same?
Do you ever think of me
And how we loved one another
Will you change your mind
Will you want me back again
Or have you found yourself a new lover?
Hearts can break and never mend together
Love can fade away
Hearts can cry
When love won't stay forever
Hearts can be that way.
Is everything ok?
I just thought I'd write a song
To tell the world
How much I miss you
'Cause each and every day
I think of all the words I never said
And all the chances that I had to.
Hearts can break and never mend together
Love can fade away
Hearts could cry
When love won't stay forever
Hearts can be that way
Hearts can be that way
Hearts can beeeee
Is everything alright.
i don't know that hearts SHOULD be tougher...i know some pretty hard hearted a--holes.
ReplyDeletei'm sorry that you ever had your heart broken, but i'm glad you are who you are.
But when it mends, the scars YOU see look different to those of us on the outside; they're more like beauty marks than scars since they give assurance that there is a Mender of hearts whose own heart was broken. His scars are beautiful to someone like me, and so are yours.
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